Now I was definitely not alone in that universe through cold and dark, studded with small points of light. No longer find any reason to continue my sordid experience, if I could order one from that same moment, to my regret, certainly would.
Even with eyes swollen from crying, trying to spot something deadly enough to make my will. To my misfortune, there was nothing deadly, or rather, there was absolutely nothing. That site, if it could be called, was emptier than emptiness itself.
Still, a continued search, frustrating, for an end to my being. Again let the tears come, tears of anger, frustration, fear. Could no longer stay there, I had to go somewhere, anywhere but there. Thus, I opened my wings and started to wander to nowhere, toward endless. It was so unaware of where it was more like a celestial body, inorganic, wandering aimlessly, a living being. Actually, I felt that way.
Dejectedly, imitated the movements of a normal flight and I was me, the universe outside. The sensation of flying in that vacuum was completely different from flying in a normal environment. With weak impulses I would far, barely kept me moving and not slowed down, the wind was not being pushed by my wings, in fact, hardly felt the motion of the flapping. It was like I was being loaded instead of being carrying me.
The ending was vague at the same time, relaxing and tantalizing. The time lengthened slowly, while large distances and, consequently, my old life was left behind. Each flapping was more painful than the last, not physically, but emotionally it was hard to imagine that everything was gone, suddenly.
Soon he was so far from my old Suns that they appeared only two stars shared among thousands of others. Now I was lost in darkness, saw only small dots no matter where you look distant, small lights that frequently saw my loneliness. At that time, worn by so many events in a row, without rest and without food, I was tired of flying, moreover, had never flown before so, no matter how much of the course has not been so stressful. My wings begged rest, my body was starting to fatigue, yet did not stop. My determination to end this anxiety was stronger than the fatigue. Much time has passed away and a lot was left behind.
After much wandering, I began to interact with a new force had invaded the gravitational field of a new sun, much larger than the two suns Drungsdom warming, more intense and extremely red. Three major rock globes surrounding it, slowly. At the sight of them, a new load of adrenaline into my blood has broken barriers and dashed toward the nearest.
There was plenty of water in it, so you could see as I approached, also marked very green part of the planet's surface. But largely, it was gray and brown, which to me seemed like the perfect environment.
Raise my last reserves and I infiltrated the atmosphere of the celestial body, with difficulty, but I went. The moment I came into contact with the air of the planet, I felt my lungs emptied and the need to breathe again, and a light breeze to welcome me, waving his shirt that I had earlier Flame, which had even forgotten I was using. The air of that place had an odor quite different from what I was used, half bitter, half foul, but still it was good to feel my lungs filling and emptying again.
Although pleasing to arrival on the planet, did not let it interfere with my purpose. I landed heavily on the rocky surface, and a step of step, a little uncomfortable with the clothes, but nothing that disturbed, ran out to find something I could use to put an end to me, saving my wings for a possible future use.
The place where I stood was rocky, lifeless, but there was reasonable puddles of water everywhere. When a pass in front of them, I noticed my reflection and went to see it better. A weak aura circled my body shivered by unequal sets itself from my head to the tip of my tail, giving me an evil look, the coat I got from my brother earlier now contain small tears, almost negligible, and seemed somewhat charred, damage probably reflected the latest developments. I stood before that mirror natural for long seconds, looking without seeing, thinking without thinking. "What we've become?" It was the only thing that dared to disturb my thoughts and the worst is that I did not know the answer.
At that moment I sat down, without taking their eyes off of that reflection. "I am a monster... I now understand why I so feared...". Get out of the trance, suddenly and without leaving the place, turned his head almost hemispherically, what I was looking back, but that quiet place contained nothing deadly enough, the pools were more shallow compared to me, trying to drown me, the stones were very round, could not pierce my heart sore. My misery only increased.
Given the lack of structure in place, I was forced by the will to get up again, to then move me to search for a more acidentável, abandoned, now, that my hideous picture. He seemed much more desert planet as I unfold it, there was nothing but stones and water, already suspected that the green I saw was just an illusion.
I walked a great distance until the landscape changed: now the water prevailed and a simple vegetation blunted the edges of large lakes. It also showed my chance now. Without much thought, I threw myself in which I first approached the lake.
I swam as fast as I could so that if I give up, could not emerge again. The water was nice and cozy, tomb best I could wish. However, something seemed to have gone wrong. I heard a hideous and distorted voice screaming in my thoughts: No!
After that I lost all control over my body, again did not feel the need to breathe and swim, unintentionally, but consciously to the surface.
What do you think you are doing & # 150; barked the voice in my head.
& # 150; Trying to put an end to my suffering & # 150; not to know who answered.
I will not let you kill me.
& # 150; How well kill you?
will tell you is that you do not know & # 150; reluctantly inquired.
& # 150, Long Helike I am, or at least, was... & # 150; said still shaken by the events that occurred at such a short time.
As can be so hypocritical! You, or we, is owned by the hierarchy of all the most powerful dragons exist, virtually invincible, immortal, unstoppable. You're not just a black dragon, and would not, because these horns are your specific hierarchy of our powerful and I am the source of such powers, I am you, we are one. & # 150, finished in a malicious tone.
Those words fell like a torrent of freezing water over me, adding to my current angst. As well it is me? As well belong to a hierarchy which have no kinship?
This hierarchy, which you are denying, is different from common hierarchies. Fortunately, I'm so layman on the subject as you. It will be interesting to see you suffer with this question. & # 150; This time ended with an evil laugh that was echoing in my head to disappear.
Then the silence began to torture me and stayed until I break it a jerk, not going to let everything go on, that was more determined to kill me and, amazingly, I felt a certain pleasure to imagine the pain of the fracture, the blood gushing , life is fading, however, do not imagine this happening to me, at first, but with the elder chief of Linsgui.
I flew, hampered, due to the wet weight of the cover, looking for a sharp stone, and sarcastically, I thought. Without thinking twice, again, threw me against the apex of it. It was a smash, followed by a knockout impact.
